I CHOSE MUSIC, HE CHOSE FAME
- f.mcginnis
- Oct 28, 2022
- 2 min read
Updated: Jul 30, 2023
I CHOSE MUSIC HE CHOSE FAME HE WANTED THEM
TO KNOW HIS NAME
I CHOSE WISELY IN THE END HE WAS A PHASE NOT MY FRIEND
I THOUGHT LOVE COULD SAVE IT ALL BUT HIS DESIRE FOR THAT LIFE I COULD NOT FIGHT IT ANYMORE
SO THERE WOULD BE NO ME AS WIFE
HIS DREAM SO GRAND I HAD NO CHOICE IF I STAYED WITH HIM I’D LOSE MY VOICE
FAME IS NOT WHAT I DESIRED JUST HIM AND ME BY OPEN FIRE LAUGHING, BEING THAT HAS NO AIM NOT FOR USE OR SALE OR GAIN
NOT FOR USE IN COMEDY OR STEERED OR SCRIBED FOR TV
YOU SEE
HIS POCKET BOOK KEPT ACCOUNT OF FUNNY THINGS OCCURING
HIS LIFE BECOMING MORE AND MORE ABOUT THE MONEY HE’D BE EARNING.
HE WAS RUDE ONE DAY TO A WAITRESS IN A CAFE I WAS A WAITRESS TOO
WHEN I PULLED HIM UP HE SAID WHATS THE DEAL? SHE MEANS NOTHING TO ME OR YOU
COULD I BE WITH SOMEONE SO HIGH THAT HE COULD NOT STOOP SO LOW
TO GIVE RESPECT TO ANOTHER HUMAN?
THE ANSWER, FRIENDS,
IS
NO.
I CHOSE MUSIC HE CHOSE FAME HE WANTED THEM
TO KNOW HIS NAME
FOUR YEARS WE SEPARATED AND THEN GOT BACK TOGETHER
IT FELT SO NATURAL IT FELT SO GOOD LIKE IT COULD BE FOREVER
HIS PLANS HE SAID WERE ALL FOR ME HIS CLIMBING UP THE LADDER
AGAIN HE MISSED MY ENTIRE POINT TO ME,
FAME DOES NOT MATTER
AND WHEN I GOT TO SPACE TO BREATHE AND MEDITATE ON MY DECISION
A FEELING SWEPT OVER ME A THOUGHT OF SUCH PRECISION
DO NOT DO THIS
DO NOT GO
THAT LIFE TEARS PEOPLE UP
HOLD FAST YOURSELF AND KNOW YOU'RE WORTH MORE THAN MANS GOLD DUST
I REALISED I WAS A PASSENGER HIS PLANS WERE ONLY HIS
“I’LL MAKE YOU FAMOUS”
HE SAID TO ME
AGAIN
MY POINT
HE MISSED
I DO NOT WANT YOUR GOLD OR FAME I WANT A SIMPLE LIFE
HIS PARTING WORDS "THATS SHOWBUSINESS BABE" SO CRUEL BUT NO SURPRISE
I CHOSE MUSIC HE CHOSE FAME HE'S RICH IN GOLD I'M NOT THE SAME
FOR MINE IS A DIFFERENT ALCHEMY THE GOLD I SEEK NOT EARTHLY
GOLD OF THE MONETARY KIND LEADS CORRUPTION OF THE HEART AND MIND
LEADS MEN TO DO DIABOLICAL THINGS IN THE NAME OF QUEENS AND KINGS
AND NOW I SEE IT CLEARLY WE'VE BEEN LIVING WITH CAPITALIST PHILOSOPHY
YOU DIDN'T HEAR ME LIKE YOU SHOULD
BRAINWASHED BY HOLLYWOOD
IT WAS NOT YOUR FAULT I HAD NO CHOICE
IF I STAYED WITH YOU I’D LOSE MY VOICE
I CHOSE MUSIC HE CHOSE FAME HE WANTED THEM
TO KNOW HIS NAME.

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